Innamoramento

Toi qui n'as pas su me reconnaître
Ignorant ma vie, ce monastère, j'ai
Devant moi une porte entrouverte
Sur un peut-être
Même s'il me faut tout recommencer

Toi qui n'as pas cru ma solitude
Ignorant ses cris, ses angles durs. J'ai
Dans le coeur un fil minuscule
Filament de lune
Qui soutient là, un diamant qui s'uses ...
Mais qui aime

J'n'ai pas choisi de l'être
Mais c'est là, "L'INNAMORAMENTO"
L'amour, la mort, peut-être
Mais suspendre le temps pour un mot
Tout se dilate et cède à tout
Et c'est là, "L'INNAMORAMENTO"
Tout son être s'impose à nous
Trouver enfin peut-être un écho

Toi qui n'as pas vu l'autre côté, de ...
Ma mémoire aux portes condamnées, j'ai
Tout enfoui les trésors du passé
Les années blessées
Comprends-tu qu'il me faudra cesser ...

Moi qui n'ai plus regardé le ciel, j'ai
Devant moi cette porte entrouverte, mais
L'inconnu a meurtri plus d'un coeur
Et son âme soeur
On l'espère, on l'attend, on la fuit même
Mias on aime

You who didn't now how to recognize me
Ignorant of my life, this monastery, I have
In front of me, a door half open
on a "perhaps"
Even if I have to start all over.

You who didn't believe my solitude
Ignorant of it's cries, it's hard angles, I have
In my heart a string a miniscule
Moon filament
That sustains there, a diamond that is wearing out
But that nonetheless loves

I didn't choose to be so
But it's there, the Innamoramento
Love, death, perhaps
To suspend time for a word
Everything expands and gives in to all
It's there, the Innamoramento
All it's being is imposed to us
To find at last perhaps an echo

You whou didn't see the other side of..
My memory of condemned doors, i have
Inside me the treasures of the past
The hutful years
Please believe me, it has to cease

I who didn't see the sky, I've
In front of me a door ajar, but
The unknown has killed more than one heart
And it's soulmate
One awaits ot, one waits for it, one even flees from it even, yet one loves..

I don't know why I haven't already posted this. I think I had forgotten how beautiful it was.

Text and translation provided here http://www.mf-international.com/viewtopic.php?t=1295

Drawing

I have also been working on my drawings as they are usually little scribbly, messy, unhappy people like this...

So I have been working on these.

I like to think that I am starting to get better! But maybe not at hands...yet!

INSPIRE

I am trying to use summer to work out what inspires me and sometimes even why although that is definitely harder to understand! These are a few of the things I like that I feel connect, probably most immediately through colour and mood. They all have a hint of desperation and knowledge of mortality about them to me as well that I feel sometimes.