Last Angel

Kikoete iru yo ne anata nara
Tsutaete okitai anata ni wa
Owari tsugeru kono kane no ne wa
Kanashii neiro nanka ja nai

Naite ita ne sakende ita ne
Koe ni natte nakatta ne
Uso ja nai kara yume ja nai kara
Mezameru koto mo nai kara
Mou kuyamanai furikaeranai
Mae ni susumu shikanai
Itoshikute mo natsukashikute mo
Nido to aenakute mo

Mune wo harenai ushirometai
Sonna koi mo atta
Hashaida yoru kodoku na asa
Kurikaeshite ita

Mune wo harenai ushirometai
Sonna koi mo atta
Hashaida yoru kodoku na asa
Kurikaeshite ita

Maniau kana osokunai kana
Mada hajimerareru kana
Mitete hoshii kanjite hoshii
Akiramenaide ite hoshii
Nigenai kara gomakasanai kara
Kurikaesu koto wa nai kara
Soba ni iru yo dakishimeteru yo
Arinomama uketomeru yo

Tatta hitotsu saigo no hitotsu
Sonna ai ga aru
Shinjiru yoru kanaeru asa
Tenshi ga waratta

Tatta hitotsu saigo no hitotsu
Sonna ai ga aru
Shinjiru yoru kanaeru asa
Tenshi ga waratta

Naite ita ne sakende ita ne
Koe ni natte nakatta ne
Uso ja nai kara yume ja nai kara
Mezameru koto mo nai kara
Mou kuyamanai furikaeranai
Mae ni susumu shikanai
Itoshikute mo natsukashikute mo
Nido to aenakute mo

Maniau kana osokunai kana
Mada hajimerareru kana
Mitete hoshii kanjite hoshii
Akiramenaide ite hoshii
Nigenai kara gomakasanai kara
Kurikaesu koto wa nai kara
Soba ni iru yo dakishimeteru yo
Arinomama uketomeru yo

I can't even work out if I can apply the lyrics to me but the music and the beat do.

Lyrics

All lyrics used are either from
http://www.kiwi-musume.com
or
http://www.mf-international.com/

Innamoramento

Toi qui n'as pas su me reconnaître
Ignorant ma vie, ce monastère, j'ai
Devant moi une porte entrouverte
Sur un peut-être
Même s'il me faut tout recommencer

Toi qui n'as pas cru ma solitude
Ignorant ses cris, ses angles durs. J'ai
Dans le coeur un fil minuscule
Filament de lune
Qui soutient là, un diamant qui s'uses ...
Mais qui aime

J'n'ai pas choisi de l'être
Mais c'est là, "L'INNAMORAMENTO"
L'amour, la mort, peut-être
Mais suspendre le temps pour un mot
Tout se dilate et cède à tout
Et c'est là, "L'INNAMORAMENTO"
Tout son être s'impose à nous
Trouver enfin peut-être un écho

Toi qui n'as pas vu l'autre côté, de ...
Ma mémoire aux portes condamnées, j'ai
Tout enfoui les trésors du passé
Les années blessées
Comprends-tu qu'il me faudra cesser ...

Moi qui n'ai plus regardé le ciel, j'ai
Devant moi cette porte entrouverte, mais
L'inconnu a meurtri plus d'un coeur
Et son âme soeur
On l'espère, on l'attend, on la fuit même
Mias on aime

You who didn't now how to recognize me
Ignorant of my life, this monastery, I have
In front of me, a door half open
on a "perhaps"
Even if I have to start all over.

You who didn't believe my solitude
Ignorant of it's cries, it's hard angles, I have
In my heart a string a miniscule
Moon filament
That sustains there, a diamond that is wearing out
But that nonetheless loves

I didn't choose to be so
But it's there, the Innamoramento
Love, death, perhaps
To suspend time for a word
Everything expands and gives in to all
It's there, the Innamoramento
All it's being is imposed to us
To find at last perhaps an echo

You whou didn't see the other side of..
My memory of condemned doors, i have
Inside me the treasures of the past
The hutful years
Please believe me, it has to cease

I who didn't see the sky, I've
In front of me a door ajar, but
The unknown has killed more than one heart
And it's soulmate
One awaits ot, one waits for it, one even flees from it even, yet one loves..

I don't know why I haven't already posted this. I think I had forgotten how beautiful it was.

Text and translation provided here http://www.mf-international.com/viewtopic.php?t=1295

Drawing

I have also been working on my drawings as they are usually little scribbly, messy, unhappy people like this...

So I have been working on these.

I like to think that I am starting to get better! But maybe not at hands...yet!

INSPIRE

I am trying to use summer to work out what inspires me and sometimes even why although that is definitely harder to understand! These are a few of the things I like that I feel connect, probably most immediately through colour and mood. They all have a hint of desperation and knowledge of mortality about them to me as well that I feel sometimes.

Summer

Today I am going to sit out in the sun with this little cat

Réveiller Le Monde

Fragile abîme
Pâle horizon
Son être se fige
C’est l’abandon
Les eaux qui souffrent en nous
Sont dérisions
Devant le souffle démon
De la soumission

Mettre en danger
Tous nos secrets
Ouvrir les portes
Diminuer l’obscurité
Si ce n’est vain
Pourquoi demain

Réveiller le monde
Rêver d’un autre « été »
Être doit répondre
Réveiller l’humanité
Révolus les mondes
Sans une révolution
J’appelle au grand nombre
Le droit d’aimer

C’est le tumulte, je peine
Je n’y vois plus
Que des anges aux pieds
Qui saignent
Aux cœurs cousus

Je suis un nom
Sommes légion…
Et de lumière
Sur les pavés
Coule le ré
De rébellion
De nos prières

Réveiller le monde...

Mylène Farmer - Point de Suture - 2008

Girlish

Kudannai koto shite kudannai hanashi de
Asa made moriagattari shite
Sore ga tadashii no ka machigatte iru no ka nante
Taishita mondai ja nakute

Nani hitotsu kangaete inai you na kao de
Subete no koto kanjita no watashitachi

Ima made iroiro atta yo ne
Ima demo iroiro aru kedo ne
Konna ni kigaru ni
Tayasuku mitsuketatte
Ai wa ai de aru you ni
Konna kanji de ikou yo

Tanoshii koto nante sagashite naide hora
Ima wo tanoshinde ireba ii

Lalala...

Ayumi Hamasaki - Duty
2000

花火

Paris

Home

Photos from the garden and field at home

Redefine

Inspiration for knit and silhouette

Louise Bourgeois

Antony Gormley

Bourgeois

Gormley

Casts from Pompeii

Silhouette

Silhouette calico toile

Knit

Lace holes and ladders knit sample

Hooked up knit sample

Final sleeve coated in plaster