Tuesday 26 April 2011

Bleu Noir

Je marche vers les ténebres
Vers l'horizon funeste
Mais la vie qui m'entoure et me baigne
Me dit quand meme, ca vaut la peine

Et qui peut se mouvoir

Dans ce convoi de larmes
Je te dédie ma mort
Et je saigne, saigne encore
Mais...

La bataille est belle
Celle de l'amour
Disperse tout
La bataille est celle
De longs, longs jours
Mon amour

L'on peut se retourner
Mais le ruisseau ressemble a l'eau
Quand tu pars
Il n'en reste qu'un bleu noir

Je tombe en défaillance

Vienne ma délivrance
Me dis quand meme qu'au fond de ma peine
Survit un coeur couleur vermeille
Qui bat...car

Brooks Brothers





Sunday 24 October 2010

Last Angel

Kikoete iru yo ne anata nara
Tsutaete okitai anata ni wa
Owari tsugeru kono kane no ne wa
Kanashii neiro nanka ja nai

Naite ita ne sakende ita ne
Koe ni natte nakatta ne
Uso ja nai kara yume ja nai kara
Mezameru koto mo nai kara
Mou kuyamanai furikaeranai
Mae ni susumu shikanai
Itoshikute mo natsukashikute mo
Nido to aenakute mo

Mune wo harenai ushirometai
Sonna koi mo atta
Hashaida yoru kodoku na asa
Kurikaeshite ita

Mune wo harenai ushirometai
Sonna koi mo atta
Hashaida yoru kodoku na asa
Kurikaeshite ita

Maniau kana osokunai kana
Mada hajimerareru kana
Mitete hoshii kanjite hoshii
Akiramenaide ite hoshii
Nigenai kara gomakasanai kara
Kurikaesu koto wa nai kara
Soba ni iru yo dakishimeteru yo
Arinomama uketomeru yo

Tatta hitotsu saigo no hitotsu
Sonna ai ga aru
Shinjiru yoru kanaeru asa
Tenshi ga waratta

Tatta hitotsu saigo no hitotsu
Sonna ai ga aru
Shinjiru yoru kanaeru asa
Tenshi ga waratta

Naite ita ne sakende ita ne
Koe ni natte nakatta ne
Uso ja nai kara yume ja nai kara
Mezameru koto mo nai kara
Mou kuyamanai furikaeranai
Mae ni susumu shikanai
Itoshikute mo natsukashikute mo
Nido to aenakute mo

Maniau kana osokunai kana
Mada hajimerareru kana
Mitete hoshii kanjite hoshii
Akiramenaide ite hoshii
Nigenai kara gomakasanai kara
Kurikaesu koto wa nai kara
Soba ni iru yo dakishimeteru yo
Arinomama uketomeru yo


I can't even work out if I can apply the lyrics to me but the music and the beat do.

Lyrics

All lyrics used are either from
http://www.kiwi-musume.com
or
http://www.mf-international.com/

Sunday 8 August 2010

Innamoramento

Toi qui n'as pas su me reconnaître
Ignorant ma vie, ce monastère, j'ai
Devant moi une porte entrouverte
Sur un peut-être
Même s'il me faut tout recommencer

Toi qui n'as pas cru ma solitude

Ignorant ses cris, ses angles durs. J'ai
Dans le coeur un fil minuscule
Filament de lune
Qui soutient là, un diamant qui s'uses ...
Mais qui aime

J'n'ai pas choisi de l'être

Mais c'est là, "L'INNAMORAMENTO"
L'amour, la mort, peut-être
Mais suspendre le temps pour un mot
Tout se dilate et cède à tout
Et c'est là, "L'INNAMORAMENTO"
Tout son être s'impose à nous
Trouver enfin peut-être un écho

Toi qui n'as pas vu l'autre côté, de ...

Ma mémoire aux portes condamnées, j'ai
Tout enfoui les trésors du passé
Les années blessées
Comprends-tu qu'il me faudra cesser ...

Moi qui n'ai plus regardé le ciel, j'ai

Devant moi cette porte entrouverte, mais
L'inconnu a meurtri plus d'un coeur
Et son âme soeur
On l'espère, on l'attend, on la fuit même
Mias on aime

You who didn't now how to recognize me
Ignorant of my life, this monastery, I have
In front of me, a door half open
on a "perhaps"
Even if I have to start all over.

You who didn't believe my solitude
Ignorant of it's cries, it's hard angles, I have
In my heart a string a miniscule
Moon filament
That sustains there, a diamond that is wearing out
But that nonetheless loves

I didn't choose to be so
But it's there, the Innamoramento
Love, death, perhaps
To suspend time for a word
Everything expands and gives in to all
It's there, the Innamoramento
All it's being is imposed to us
To find at last perhaps an echo

You whou didn't see the other side of..
My memory of condemned doors, i have
Inside me the treasures of the past
The hutful years
Please believe me, it has to cease

I who didn't see the sky, I've
In front of me a door ajar, but
The unknown has killed more than one heart
And it's soulmate
One awaits ot, one waits for it, one even flees from it even, yet one loves..


I don't know why I haven't already posted this. I think I had forgotten how beautiful it was.

Text and translation provided here http://www.mf-international.com/viewtopic.php?t=1295

Thursday 5 August 2010

Drawing

I have also been working on my drawings as they are usually little scribbly, messy, unhappy people like this...


So I have been working on these.



I like to think that I am starting to get better! But maybe not at hands...yet!

INSPIRE






I am trying to use summer to work out what inspires me and sometimes even why although that is definitely harder to understand! These are a few of the things I like that I feel connect, probably most immediately through colour and mood. They all have a hint of desperation and knowledge of mortality about them to me as well that I feel sometimes.